Dr.
Wali Ashraf had my chest x-rayed yesterday.
The
report stats I have no hart
And
since I have no heart I have no disease.
I
am recently suffering from the disease of having no
disease.
We
have lived through these bloody nine months
in the nervous debility of bloodlessness
in a sleep of sleeplessness
in tears that did not dare well up
And
thus all our ‘yeas’ gradually got frozen in to ‘nos’
or
is it that flowers and leaves turn into wood
even into layers of coal.
You
can clean the unclean by rubbing them against coal.
Teeth are like glittering soft white marble
Stone has no life
Lalon too has no life,
And
when you don’t have life, you’re damned lucky.
Smoke
forty cigarettes in eight hours,
Drink
glasses of ‘heads’ every evening
And
you’d see how things appear normal.
Let
Chand Sultana come and go back
I
wouldn’t ask even Ruku to come.
That does not matter.
Dr.
Wali Ashraf had my hest x-rayed,
The
report states I have no heart ;
And
since I have no heart, I have no disease,
I
am, therefore, suffering from the disease
of
having no disease at all.
Shamsul
Isalam
(1942-)